I am 30

and for some reason I am NOT freaking out and THAT is freaking me out.

Bah !

last weekend of my 20's.

bah !

it all happens for a reason ...

right ?

read two books in 3 days. M deleted me from Facebook. S is in the city and didn't bother getting in touch. I didn't go the gym. Again. Haven't smoked in over a month. Still feel pretty awesome. Pretty fucking awesome.

screw you world. and in turn, you can screw me. missionary. just the way i like it. lots of spit. happy monday.

and fuck you M !

make this pass ...

like NOW :(

hows that ?

for a kick in the ass ?

and a kick to the ego ?

you asked for it. did you not ?

Chaos.

Lots of it in my head.