I am pissed. I am annoyed. I am frustrated. At things, many things. At people, many people. At myself, for reasons one too many. I am tired and bored and angry and sleepy and hopeful and hopeless and many more things all rolled into one.
I am tired of the men I like. I am tired of my family. I am tired of responsibilities. I am tired of work. I am tired of my friends. I am tired of social obligations. I am tired of social pressures. I am tired of gyming. I am tired of wanting to look good. I am tired of looking bad. I am tired of smiling for pictures. I am tired of smiling at people. I am tired of being gay.
I want to slap the next person I see. I want to run my car over every other person on the street, for one too many reasons. Good reasons.
I want to scream out loud and ask people to fuck off. I want to hammer my brain until it stops thinking and then take it out, squish it through a strainer, blend it in a blender, freeze it and feed it to the dogs as a summer drink.
only, i am afraid. they'll stop being happy too. they'll start worrying, they'll start thinking, they'll start contemplating and then they'll stop being them and they'll become me.
so instead, i am just gonna slap the next 138373 people I see. just pray, you are not one amongst them.
FUCKKKKKKKKK !!!!
Saturday, April 12, 2008
hummer anyone !?
no takers !?
none !?
Friday, April 11, 2008
because I am very tyaoou !
हेल्लो तेरे वर्ल्ड,
hello there world
हाउ कूल इस थिस ए !?
how cool is this aye
इ थिंक थिस इस अ वैरी त्यावु आईडिया
I think this is a very tyaoou idea
त्यावु बी थे वे इस माय लेटेस्ट फवौरिते वर्ड।
tyaoou btw is my latest favourite word
नो, इ थिंक इ ऍम बोर्ड ऑफ़ थिस सो इ ऍम गोइंग
now i think I am bored of this so I am gonna go
बडो को नमस्कार, चिंकी एंड पापु ओं आशीवार्द
hello to the elders and blessings to chinky and papu
बहुत प्यार
lots of love
ओंस अगं
once again.
hello there world
हाउ कूल इस थिस ए !?
how cool is this aye
इ थिंक थिस इस अ वैरी त्यावु आईडिया
I think this is a very tyaoou idea
त्यावु बी थे वे इस माय लेटेस्ट फवौरिते वर्ड।
tyaoou btw is my latest favourite word
नो, इ थिंक इ ऍम बोर्ड ऑफ़ थिस सो इ ऍम गोइंग
now i think I am bored of this so I am gonna go
बडो को नमस्कार, चिंकी एंड पापु ओं आशीवार्द
hello to the elders and blessings to chinky and papu
बहुत प्यार
lots of love
ओंस अगं
once again.
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