ok, confession.

I thought chunkey pandey didn't look 1/10th as bad in person. He looked quite nice actually.

is there officially no hope left now ?

sigh. and then some more.

i have a new rule ..

come what may, I am supposed to be working 11am - 5pm Monday Tuesday, Thursday Friday. Wednesdays, I work until 3.30.

No laying down on the bed, no switching on the tv and no masturbation.

Clearly, restraint isn't quite my thing, amongst many.

....

javier bardem or jude law.

decisions decisions decisions.

that and this new design sucks.

and 2011, please stop being an ass to me. I am asking nicely.

life like I know it ...

.... SUCKS !

what scares me is ...

this time lil' parts of me didn't die. Have I become this cold, is so much within me dead already or have I just evolved into one of those people that handle disappointments this well.

Bah.

I still did listen to the my heart break music though, well, if that counts for something.

Dear Blog ...

....  I may be cheating on you. Just thought I should let you know !

Love.

R

Dear God, you do know there's only so much saying-it-aloud-to-myself that I can do. If I am really nice person and deserve better and will get a much nicer, better person & all of that, perhaps we could work at that a little faster. Maybe?

Pretty please with a cherry on top.

And yes, thank you for all those gorgeous leads on the shoes. Loving it.