Ummmm ...

Dear new blog interface. You're very confusing.

this is how gay I am ..

on a sunday morning, i am not sexing. i am not sleeping in. i am not brunching. instead, i am cleaning the kitchen, scrubbing the platform and rearranging all the jars.

and i am fucking loving it.

yes. help is needed.

Dude ...

just about when did I get so awesome ?

doing it. living it. loving it.

yay.

that moment ...

when the perfect song plays .. all you need is a book, a cigarette & a really really really nice cup of coffee.

Been having too many of those.

• need to start reading
• need to start smoking again [only for moments like these]
• and need a blessed coffee machine.

loathe this feeling of loneliness. the constant need to have someone to share interesting/exciting moments, achievements. i hate it. why can't I be content by myself ? such great achievements, why can't I enjoy the moment, revel in and celebrate.

bah. just one of those days. one amongst many. but then again, this too shall pass, no ?

Lets get rich and give everybody nice sweaters and teach them how to dance
Lets get rich and build a house on a mountain making everybody look like ants
From way up there, you and I, you and I ....

turns out ..

i did it.