Tuesday, August 1, 2006

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its been a few days since I wrote to you ...
I thought you'd care ...
you always seemed the kind who would ..

but, did you !?
no.
you had your reasons.
you had work
you had family issues
you always have your reasons.
there is always a reason ..
always ..
al-fuckin-ways

I take back my words ..
I do.

'We'
dont have our incapabilites

It's you ..
You
You, lack those things.

I dont.

And the way I see it ...
I tried cuz I cared ..
and I really did think ..
you'd care too ..
I really did think ..
stupid
stupid, me.

11 comments:

  1. I am sure this too shall pass like all the other incidents have! Time. I think you just need to be more patient. That's all there is to it. *Hugs Again*

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  2. * hugs back *

    there is nothin here to PASS ... its not about patience or impatience ... its as simple as speaking up or must I say " thinking aloud " nevertheless, thankings you

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  3. hello once again,
    chanced upon ur blog.The description (top left) is quite witty. The attempt mentioned therein does appear futile as i read on. interesting piece of art- love the way the crayon leaves it colour on paper

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  4. @ mister/miss anon:- thanks, glad you liked the sketch ... as for the evidently-futile-endaveour[s], what can I say *grins* .. to each his own :)
    psssst.. :) its also called reading between the lines.

    * snicker *

    cherio

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  5. ur blog got me thinking-
    Life is a paradox-
    what one wants one doesn't get, what one gets one doesn't njoy, what one njoys isn't permanent, and,
    what is permanent is boring (my marriage being proof of the last bit)

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  6. "reading between the lines"?

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  7. ooo... familiar words. think ive said dem too at least in two of my 'relationships'.
    :(

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  8. A quick design question:

    What colour should one's doors be? Should there be one colour for all the doors or should they match the furniture of the given room. But them they won't match each other (especially since all three bedrooms face into the same corridor. And what about the loo doors? Someone told me that the outside should be wood polish and the inside should be white. Is that correct?

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  9. anonymous '2':- my blog gets people thinking. [gasp] calls for concern. And I am not too sure, I wanna respond to yer lil' issue of everythin permanent [read: ur marriage] being boring. as promiscuous as the gay life might appear - i am all for monogamy !!!!

    anonymous '1":- yes, reading between the lines ....

    closetalk :- lets just hope, the 'familiar' words have NOT been uttered to familiar people :)

    rohini:- check yer email :)

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  10. no comments - already said what i wanted to

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