She called me this morning.
She got engaged a few months ago and is supposed to be getting married somewhere in 2008. Ofcourse, "is supposed" conviniently became "was supposed" and 2008 became 2007. The end of 2007, she said or maybe midyear 2007.
She held my hand tight.
" I know, I cant imagine you gone. Can you not move to Australia !? " .. I asked
She held my hand tight.
She called me this morning. It's April, 2007. The month is fixed.
Doesnt the fucking world realize !? Its FUCKING APRIL 2007 and its fucking three months away.
I am not sure, I am ready yet. I am happy. But not happy. not just yet.
Stupidufckingmoron. she.
April 2007. Its fuckin 3 months away.
Why does nobody believe me when I say we all have to walk alone?
ReplyDeleteUntil you find your one.
ReplyDeleteDeath is no different whined at or withstood (larkin) and letting go of people is no different abused and railed at than cried over.
ReplyDeleteouch...i seem to have chosen the wrong time to drop in. I remember I came by your blog once earlier a long time ago and loved it...I have no fking clue why i stopped coming.
ReplyDeleteI've now added u on my blogroll to ensure I get my regular dose of your posts. And hey...at the cost of sounding totally cliche'd and old and boring - Life Goes on man. Its a bitch...yeah i know!
You have been linked kind, good writing sir.
ReplyDeletedoes i get a whiff of moronic, luwe?
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i don't get it. aren't you gay?
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