Wednesday, December 20, 2006

an update ...

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh.

I quit my job. I am no more a slave to the family business. For now I am a full time interior designer who has no work. and to know that I am not going to get a paycheque on the seventh of every month is a fuckin unnerving.

I hate being poor and that is exactly what I will be, for the next few months.

A dumb ass sindhi boi who quit the family business in pursuit of happiness. As you can see, I am still living in la la land.

the words of the father:- you do what you want, its your call. dont expect me to support you financially. if this is what you really want, do it.

-gulp-

for now, I begin freelance feature writing for a design magazine and the fuck face that I am, I havnt even discussed the remuneration with em !!! Oh, when will I learn.

for this "R" will go, its not about the money, its not about the money. Believe in yourself, you have the passion, you will do good. So if I dont, he for sure is buying me that civic I have been wanting cuz the father certainly is not.

The trials and tribulations of this life. This vexatatious life.

16 comments:

  1. So happy for you!!

    'It's' not about the money... 'It's' not about the money.

    And what's with you and the civic?

    "A" just bought a porsche. I hate him! :)

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  2. ... and when you do well, will I get that porsche?

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  3. hope u know wht ure dng... all the best!

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  4. you know, i'm kinda on a break now from my current job. Its blaady scary I tell you. NO MONEY is not funny.

    How will I make it!! Who will feed me???


    *stumbles away hypervertilating*

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  5. Papa kehte hain "if this is what you really want, do it". its awesome. am so happy for you. rock the design world (if there is such a thing). *hug*

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  6. Congratulations on your courage, your vision and your belief in yourself. Now teach me how to do it.

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  7. you will be fine!
    pursue your passion!
    *clap* *clap*...i admire your guts!

    pepe M

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  8. hey hey hey. quit grumbling n have fun. papas always say that, u know, but they're also the first ones running to buy u dis n dat! hehehe. tc :)

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  9. @ r:- thank u, monsieur. thank you. and as for "A" and his porsche, to each his own. I am happy with the new CRV, read not civic, the CRV, o my fucking god, its hotttt !!!

    anonymous:- thanks

    psyche:- *cough* that was helpful :) I am sure "we" both will survive. inshallah

    aristera:- thank u boi, thank u. *hugs back*

    pri:- thanks

    iz:- put in 6 years of confusion, constant dithering, insomnia, bad attempts at employment and you're there. easy no?

    pepe:- what guts !? :) Thanks nevertheless !!!

    ct:- or hopefully I'll find me a "papa" who'd wanna run to buy me this and tat and ALL OF THAT :) *snigger*

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  10. Heyyyyy... I am so proud of you (and I dont mean to sound patronising!). Best of luck, you will be awesome, I am certain.
    *huge grin and huge hug*

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  11. Good luck, chief!! You'll do ok. Get the civic with the paddle shift ;)

    oh, and that signboard, about banchhod, is 100 meters away from college, where i studied journalism :) Laughed at the poor fucker for 2 years.

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  12. una pregunta senor,
    is that doplh in your id pic?

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  13. i'm income less, well not quite working in a lesbian sex shop part-time. not a lesbian but the shop is fun because it's essentially a women's only zone. anyway the point is good for you. it'll work out. it must. if it doesn't for you i don't stand a chance either.

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  14. Maybe now you can visit KL and do something about that bloody flowered couch of mine!

    Good luck pal!

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  15. casa:- thanks babes *mwah*

    @ the ninja man:- dude, the CRV. oh my fuckin god, its hot. I want the crv.

    hedonistic hobo:- No, that isnt "dolph" its some randomarsed pic I picked up :) and a sex shop sounds fun :) thanks, i am sure it'll be swell for both of us.
    cheers

    freespirit:- *snigger* that couch needs to be burned. ASAP. or just cover with a nice throws from fab india since ur in bangalore, they have some swell ones.

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