Thursday, March 23, 2006

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I have never been this slack. I have never been this detached with life. Monotonousness seems to have seeped in. Been very flimsy with work. Both @ dads and mine. Was supposed to have been done with my designs three weeks ago. Dont feel like it. Dont feel like nothing. I havnt even started drafting.

Need a break. But from what, from doing nothing ?! And a break for what, to do nothing. I hate interviews. Doesnt the world realize !? I am just a stupid boy trying to make it in this stupid world. I dont know why I wanna do this job !?! Hell if I knew, wouldnt I have done something by now. No, its evident I dont enjoy my dads business. No. He's not okay about it. And why advertising !?! Why public relations !? why interior design !? Why retail !?! I dont fucking know. Look at my face. Do I have answers !? Really, look into my eyes. You'll see two discontented eyes looking back at you and no they dont have an answer. They really dont !!

I have decided. Two more weeks. And I need to figure out what must be done. But how !?





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  1. veedMarch 23, 2006 at 4:25 AM

    oh dear.. poor you, i can so totally identify. it was almost like reading something that i could have written myself these days. dont know what to say to make it better, if i did, i wudda applied it to myself. so ... *empathy*

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  2. aristera saysMarch 24, 2006 at 9:19 AM

    1. apologies. am a little fucked in the head...not that its a valid reason, but...

    2. dont hate me.

    3. "life is what happens to you, while you are busy making other plans" ...my mantra.

    4. hi veed!

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  3. appyMarch 25, 2006 at 12:37 PM

    hey veed how nice to see you here.
    once again-take it easy.u'll find ur way.

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