Obituary !!!

Everywhere I turn, I see people growing apart. Everyone seems to be losing out on someone. Maybe these are times when it feels nice to know that you're not alone. But this isnt one of those times.

I have never been good at letting go. In any aspect. Cant deal with death of any sort. Physical or mental. I am just not equipped to handle it. And here I am dealing with this growing distance amongst us. Funny isnt it, cuz I always made a concious effort to distance myself ?! Like you always said, " once bitten, twice shy". And yet when its dawned upon me, I should do this to me ?!

Like always, I am gonna handle it the only way I have ever learnt to. Yes, force it upon myself and walk away. I need to shut myself from you and I need you to walk away. We've been through this before, I know. It's never been easy, never for me atleast. But this time, I wont blame. It never helps anyways.

I am going now. Nothing said will be enough. Ever. I just want you to know I have always loved you despite of the absurdities in our relationship, if I must even call it one !!!

Well, it doesnt matter anymore , does it?!